at some point we can just be. be ourselves, even take the time to find out …

some times I feel like I am some forced configuration of myself. 

I find myself thinking, my formula is too weak, needs some juicing 

 I can raise my energy, however, there is the real authentic me that gets sick, feels tired, needs to rest, along with going along strongly, steadily, or bubbles and sparkles like a small river with swirls and eddies. I can march bravely in sleet and driving rain, and then I rest.

right now I can feel the daylight lengthening. outside I smell the cold crisp air in the daylight and I rejoice in the coming of Spring in the midst of winter!